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I know I’ve been totally neglecting my blog lately.   I think part of it was because I’ve been feeling very blah lately.  Partially because of the heat here in Las Vegas (we’ve been having excessive heat warnings for the last week.  It’s been getting over 115 here), and partially because my “day job” has been getting very busy.  But really it all comes down to the reality that I have just been lazy.  I know you’re shocked, me lazy!  LOL!

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Welcome To Tit-illating Tuesdays!

Usually I ask any family members to stop reading now, because my reviews get very raunchy… sexual… personal.  But today’s review isn’t just about sex or sexuality.  It’s mostly about health.  And if you’re like me, and have LBL, Light Bladder Leakage, then this little review may even be helpful!  So go ahead and read on.  I am going to be getting “personal” but not like my usual Tuesday!

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Welcome to another Tit-illation Tuesday Review

As always, if you’re a family member, you may want to stop reading now.  This is a review of an intimate nature about sex toys.  My sponsor for this review is sex toy store, Eden Fantasys.

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So I find myself with an answer that I asked for a while ago. I’ve worried about my weight off and n over the years. As I get older my matabolism has gotten ess active, and with my back my ability to be active physically has waned. So I’ve found myself gaining weight and having less ability to lose it easily.

One of the problems is that I really don’t worry about my weight too much. Ive never been overly self conscious about my weight and have rebelled against the “skinny” image that the media shoves down our throats. Plus I’m just a little lazy….ok a lot lazy too. So finding the motivation to exercise and eat right is really difficult for me to do. And since I have an abslutely fabulous boyfriend who loves me know matter what my size is, well there’s not motivation there either. LOL.

So really the only way to get me motivated to eat better is to make it physically difficult to eat. I thought about getting a Lap Band to decrease my stomache size and it would also make it harder for me to eat various foods too. But it is rather expensive to have that surgery done and kinda frivolous too…. at least in my mind for me it is.

Well the Universe gave me the next best thing….. gallstones. I have to watch the amount of food I eat, or I start to hurt. I can’t eat certain foods, or I start to hurt. So it is forcing me to eat less and healthier or else!

So silver lining of all this icky health stuff is that I will probably end up losing a ton of weight. LOL Be careful what you wish for, because you WILL get it! hehehhehe

As you can see (if you click on the thumbnail above the picture will get larger), I’ve gained a couple of pounds since I last posted with my weight.  I am now weighing 217.  THE heaviest I have ever been, in my entire life! Read the rest of this entry »

So, Sunday I quit my job to start my own permit company.  I called my boss up Sunday night, and told him.  I was expecting some ranting and raving, but instead got a “wish I could tell ya good luck” and then a “well it’s been nice working with you.”  Not at all what I expected, and I breathed a sigh of relief.  So later that night, I emailed some of my customers to let them know that I was no longer working at my old company, and that I had started my own business.  Accidentally using my old companies email.  Yea I know, stupid stuipd stupid.  But oh well, so that happened, can’t take it back.

Anyway, the next morning I started calling a few of my customers, getting great responses.  No orders, but promises of soon.  I heard from a friend who still works at the company that my old boss was NOT happy.  But I knew that was going to happen.  But the day went along nicely.

Then I get a knock on my door.  My b/f goes to answer the door, and then comes back upstairs to tell me there’s a man at the door with an envelope for me.  Well of course my first thought was that it was a process server.  Then I got tot the door and saw that it was my boss!  Actually both of them!  They had driven all the way to Vegas from SoCal.

Needless to say I was shocked.  Shocked really isn’t a strong enough word.  They say they are there to bring me my last paycheck and to pick up their stuff.   Wow!  Ok, what do we do now???  So I did the absolutely worst thing, and let them into my house.  When all else fails, such as your brain, do the worst thing possible.  (note sarcasm).  They gather all of their stuff, put it in the truck and are still acting friendly and nice.  Then suddenly my old boss drops the bomb of we know you’re soliciting our customers, you signed a contract, and we’re going to sue you.  My sweetheart kicked them out of our house at this point.  I love him!

Then the next day, we got a “Cease & Desist” letter via fax, a process server tried to give us one in person, and then we got one via fed ex.  But we have a lawyer friend who is willing to represent us for trade.  Anyway, he says that my old boss can’t really stop me from contacting my old customers, or from doing business.  But it’s going to take some time to get the whole thing straightened out.

So this week has been very scary.  Worried about what I can or cannot do, worried about where the money is going to come from.  But I did still get some orders!  It’s just going to be a little harder, cuz we’re going to have to hunt down customers…. won’t be easy, but we’ll do it.  I’m just hoping we’ll be able to pay our bills until things get more straighted out.

So yesterday was Friday, and it felt like it was still tuesday.  My internal clock is all out of wack.  My blood pressure is up (well for me that’s probably on the high side of normal), and to top it all off…. I have pinkeye!!!  Sheesh, can you say BAD WEEK!

Well, at least we did get some orders and made a teensy bit of money during all this!  So it’ll be fine eventually!  LOL!